i'M BAAAAACK!

But i left my heart in Canada *cries*  W/we have so much to be thankful for and yet...when the time comes that W/we part company, even though O/our love is stronger and O/our communication is tight, the yearning and longing begins to pull at U/us - i guess i can only speak for myself actually...a part of me is missing...my chest hurts, my eyes want to cry and yet, I am not sad...i am happy.  Happy that i have the love of my life, who loves me like i never thought i could be loved, who gives me the freedom to explore myself and find balance in all aspects of my existence.  The 1st week after a long visit is so hard...a touch of depression from someone who does not really get depressed sets in...i am numb and wish i was in His arms right now.  If home is where the heart is, then i am so far from home...

Now:  on to some things W/we did *smiles with her eyes* - W/we had a couple of really awesome sessions in His dungeon (when the kids weren't home of course *giggle*).  He tried some new toys on me:  Violent Wand (yes, i know it's called the Violet Wand).  A glove that had buzzing sensors on the fingertips, a glove that had metal hook-ish claws, a new whip (my first time being whipped)...it left me feeling like whipped cream - WUWU!!  W/we really went to town and had a blast as Dom and sub.  W/we went to His weekly slosh (i went there once the last time i visited Him) and it was awesome - after the slosh, W/we went to some D/s friends house and i got suspended by a suspension rope master - totally awesome!!!

The outfit, chosen by SirW was quite festive and fitting for the occasion!  W/we had moments of tenderness as Man and woman and playful fun times as great friends.  W/we went to dinner, drank beer at the pub, shopped 'til W/we dropped and so much more.  9 days of pure heaven and now the memories tug at me, making me miss Him and the times W/we spent together.  Time always helps me through, but i just wanted to share my feelings.  Being in a LDR works for O/our situations, but it does not mean i would not jump for joy if W/we could be together full time.  I am a patient woman and am grateful for all W/we share in person and when W/we are together.  It is more than i could ever have hoped for in a beautiful union of two souls in love.

*hugs*

kitten{SirW}