Tuesday, January 3, 2012


But i left my heart in Canada *cries*  W/we have so much to be thankful for and yet...when the time comes that W/we part company, even though O/our love is stronger and O/our communication is tight, the yearning and longing begins to pull at U/us - i guess i can only speak for myself actually...a part of me is missing...my chest hurts, my eyes want to cry and yet, I am not sad...i am happy.  Happy that i have the love of my life, who loves me like i never thought i could be loved, who gives me the freedom to explore myself and find balance in all aspects of my existence.  The 1st week after a long visit is so hard...a touch of depression from someone who does not really get depressed sets in...i am numb and wish i was in His arms right now.  If home is where the heart is, then i am so far from home...

Now:  on to some things W/we did *smiles with her eyes* - W/we had a couple of really awesome sessions in His dungeon (when the kids weren't home of course *giggle*).  He tried some new toys on me:  Violent Wand (yes, i know it's called the Violet Wand).  A glove that had buzzing sensors on the fingertips, a glove that had metal hook-ish claws, a new whip (my first time being whipped)...it left me feeling like whipped cream - WUWU!!  W/we really went to town and had a blast as Dom and sub.  W/we went to His weekly slosh (i went there once the last time i visited Him) and it was awesome - after the slosh, W/we went to some D/s friends house and i got suspended by a suspension rope master - totally awesome!!!

The outfit, chosen by SirW was quite festive and fitting for the occasion!  W/we had moments of tenderness as Man and woman and playful fun times as great friends.  W/we went to dinner, drank beer at the pub, shopped 'til W/we dropped and so much more.  9 days of pure heaven and now the memories tug at me, making me miss Him and the times W/we spent together.  Time always helps me through, but i just wanted to share my feelings.  Being in a LDR works for O/our situations, but it does not mean i would not jump for joy if W/we could be together full time.  I am a patient woman and am grateful for all W/we share in person and when W/we are together.  It is more than i could ever have hoped for in a beautiful union of two souls in love.




  1. Welcome back, glad you such a wonderful time together.

  2. Thanks for sharing...it's great that you had such good times.


  3. Welcome back and glad to hear you had such an amazing time. Those memories will keep you warm for a long time to come.

  4. Welcome home and I'm glad you had such a lovely time together.

    Love your outfit! :)

    Fondly. Sky

  5. Hi again kitten :)

    I can't find your email addy on your profile. I had to take my blog private but I would love if you and Sir W would continue following. Please email me and I will add you :)

    My email address is skydancerinusa@hotmail.com

    Thanks so much. Sky