Saturday, March 23, 2013

Someone pinch me

Last night was movie night with the girls.  Not just any girls...the kinky girls, so i knew it was a night i could just be me without being careful about what pops out of my mouth.  i was so happy that i was invited in the first place and really looked forward to being there, bonding with my buddies, drinking exotic drinks, eating a beautiful table of goodies and laughing my ass off.  We saw 'Grease' and 'Dirty Dancing,' so each song that happened, we all knew the words and sang along - it was quite hysterical and highly enjoyable!

When i got home, around 2am, the house was quiet...there was one light on, but i knew SirW (and the dogs) were upstairs in the bedroom, most likely fast asleep...

i shut off the light and made my way upstairs...i was not exactly tired,  but i wanted to snuggle with my Baby in bed, so i got undressed and climbed into bed and saw Him stir, so i asked Him, "Master, is there anything i can do for You?"  He stretched, yawned and said, "Yeah, you can come and sit on my face." *grins big* My night was far from over!

Now i gotta say that Our relationship is obviously more than just sex, as well as just BDSM, but let me tell you, i went to sleep a very satisfied kitten.  And the thing i love about Our sex life is that i never know what to expect.  Some times, He takes me like a lion eating his meat and ravishes me.  Sometimes, i am nothing but a mouth, pussy and ass, holes to be thoroughly used for His pleasure.  Some times, it feels like He worships my body from head to toe.  No matter what the case, this kitten is made to purrrrrr!

i absolutely love the balance i have with all the aspects of my life...this is something that is very important to me.  SirW knows it and, as my Master, takes great care in nourishing it, to which i am so grateful.

There are moments of sheer joy when i look back and compare my life before SirW to now and feel like the luckiest woman alive to have such a beautifully balanced life...someone pinch me!

Friday, March 8, 2013

i got the music in me!

Ever since i was a young girl, i knew i was meant for the stage.  i have always been a ham and love to be goofy and laugh at myself, but more than that, i loved to entertain with my voice.  When i was 12, i began to study opera.  When i was 13, i began to perform in various operetta's and musicals and fell in love with the feeling that singing gave me.  i could be sick, depressed, angry, etc. and when i sang, it all melted away - it was therapeutic...medicinal...and still is...

After singing in a few different chorus' i belonged to, i joined an original rock-n-roll band and went on tour in my 20's as a back-up singer.  We individually sold everything we owned, drove across country from California, where i was born and raised to Atlanta, Georgia.  i loved this experience and have no regrets.

That was a life time ago and the music still lives in me.  When i got to Canada, i joined the band SirW was playing with.  We learned some cover tunes and had loads of fun performing them here and there.  All but one person in the band is in the BDSM lifestyle, so i can be myself most of the time *wink*

Then i got the writing bug, which i had not had since i was a teenager.  i began to take some of the stories i had blogged about here in my blog and turn them into songs.  i just completed the 15th song and am so proud of these creations.  In between each song, as the front man, i get to talk about how the songs came to be and my relationship with SirW, so it's really exciting for me.  The audience has a chance to hear my journey and feel like they have gone on part of the ride with me. 

i decided to call this phase of our music, the LDR tour :) i guess i can officially say:  i am a Singer/Songwriter (man, that feels good!)

i just wanted to share this part of my journey with you, as it has become a big part of my life at the moment.