T E N ! ! ! ! !

...what a glorious week W/we spent together, Sir and i.  i remember O/our last day together...it was April 3rd, a sunny day...

Sir decided that i could take Him and His fellow soldier to the airport to say good bye, but i was to drop them off at the curb and drive off to make it easier on O/our hearts.  As the morning went by in slow motion, my heart was beating fast, my breath sporadic, my emotions choking me, knowing He was leaving and i would remain...

...thoughts of the whole week flashed by in my mind, so many memories W/we created in that short time together.  W/we trained a little, but mostly the week was spent...just being with each other.  W/we took the dogs for walks, W/we had dinners, W/we saw an exciting show, W/we went dancing, W/we walked all over the place, sometimes at night, other times in the bright, hot desert sun.  W/we made passionate love together, W/we devoured E/each O/other in lustful moments where O/our bodies begged to join together.  W/we showered and He took His kitten when and where He wanted, as she belonged to Him.  W/we took a candle lit bubble bath with wine in hand, laughter streaming from the steamy bathroom.  He massaged my entire body with oil when i wasn't feeling well.  W/we swam together at the pool, under a cascading waterfall and slept together, waking up to each other's faces.  He captured me completely, and i gave myself completely.  It was heaven on Earth to B/both of U/us...

So much had happened, and all of it told U/us that W/we were meant to be together, and there W/we were...driving to the airport - i could hardly breathe, knowing He would soon be gone...

i pulled over to the curb and got out, He got out and the other soldier got out and started gathering their bags...

The other soldier gave me a look like He knew i was trying to keep it together and came towards me for a hug goodbye, and that's when i lost it and the tears spilled down my face uncontrollably without sound, just streaming, stinging my blushed cheeks.  Then, i turned towards Him and He came to me and pulled me tight against His body and i knew He could feel me tremble from within.  He kissed me with all the passion He had as i sobbed, kissing Him back with everything i had.  Then, He pulled slightly away and gazed deeply into my eyes and mouthed the words i longed to know..."I Love You."  It was as if i was in a dream, caught between reality and fantasy...

And then He and His fellow soldier slipped away into the airport and i back into my car and drove off.  It was then that the weeping began.  kitten was not weeping in sadness, but in contentment, for she had found love again...and maybe for the first time, for never had she felt this way towards anyone.  The fire, longing, yearning, lustful need to please and obey His every command, all the while treating me like a lady, always making sure i knew how He felt...

And now, the countdown begins again.  Tomorrow makes 10 days until His arrival to see His kitten again, only this time W/we fully belong to E/each O/other.  The love and passion W/we've shared since January 27th will be realized in O/our Eternity Ceremony of the Roses on O/our 6th month anniversary, and i am filled with so many emotions, as i am sure He is too.

O/our vows have been written, the witness, time and place have been chosen.  Neither of U/us were looking for what W/we found, but W/we recognize how special O/our union is, like 2 souls that have always been together and will always be together from a past life, to this life, to the next, ingrained W/we are.

And so, i proudly yell, with all my might the first number in the countdown, as i will each day until the day arrives that O/our lips press against E/each O/other again...

T E N ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 

--kitten for Sir