i can be bratty at times...but generally speaking, i am not a brat just to be a brat. i do not agree with doing something i am not suppose to have done (or forgetting to do something i am suppose to do) on purpose to get a punishment. Truth be told, the disappointment i cause and feel myself when this happens crushes my heart, but this is the world of BDSM, so my Master makes the choice on how to correct me, let me off with a warning or even sometimes, knowing the disappointment may have done the correction job, turn it into a funishment :) When i am faced with this, i am typically pretty nervous because i never know which way He will go. This feeling keeps me on my toes and has me trying very hard not to find myself in this position often...
This morning, which was not different than any other morning, i was in the middle of making lunch for SirW and Our son, when it dawned on me that i had not laid out what i am suppose to lay out every morning for SirW: The can of shaving cream in the back center, with the electric shaver in front on the left, next to that the manual razor and to the right of that, His toothbrush. This is a morning ritual i am suppose to do every morning (except on weekends). The blood rushes from my face and i run upstairs in a panic to the washroom. i quickly set it up and wander into the bedroom, where SirW is getting dressed for work. i look at Him and He says, "Too late kitten - i am done in the washroom."
My heart sank, but i am not allowed to pout, so i grunt a little in self-disgust and promptly ask for punishment for forgetting. He said, "Yes kitten, you will be." He does not dwell on things like this...He still treats me respectfully and is sweet to me until He leaves for work. i go about my day as usual...i had some errands to run (dogs needed vaccine updates at the vet, grocery shopping, etc.) and eventually, i picked up SirW and We get home. We eat dinner and relax in front of the b00b-tube and wait for one of my favorite shows to come on, when He says, "kitten, i am going to take a shower and you are going to service me."
Oh how i tried to not smile...i really tried, but i was excited at the thought of my Master all wet. i noticed the look in His eyes that told me i better wipe the grin off my face or the punishment/correction will take a different turn, so i wipe it off immediately.
Without going into too much detail, i not only got to soap up my Master from head to toe, but i got to suck His cock and was allowed to feed from Him...i drank Him into me and loved every minute of it!
Please know that i am fully aware that this could have gone a completely different direction with me a very sad kitten, but this time, it turned out to be a sexy memory i will keep forever.
Thank You Sir!
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Saturday, March 23, 2013
Someone pinch me
Last night was movie night with the girls. Not just any girls...the kinky girls, so i knew it was a night i could just be me without being careful about what pops out of my mouth. i was so happy that i was invited in the first place and really looked forward to being there, bonding with my buddies, drinking exotic drinks, eating a beautiful table of goodies and laughing my ass off. We saw 'Grease' and 'Dirty Dancing,' so each song that happened, we all knew the words and sang along - it was quite hysterical and highly enjoyable!
When i got home, around 2am, the house was quiet...there was one light on, but i knew SirW (and the dogs) were upstairs in the bedroom, most likely fast asleep...
i shut off the light and made my way upstairs...i was not exactly tired, but i wanted to snuggle with my Baby in bed, so i got undressed and climbed into bed and saw Him stir, so i asked Him, "Master, is there anything i can do for You?" He stretched, yawned and said, "Yeah, you can come and sit on my face." *grins big* My night was far from over!
Now i gotta say that Our relationship is obviously more than just sex, as well as just BDSM, but let me tell you, i went to sleep a very satisfied kitten. And the thing i love about Our sex life is that i never know what to expect. Some times, He takes me like a lion eating his meat and ravishes me. Sometimes, i am nothing but a mouth, pussy and ass, holes to be thoroughly used for His pleasure. Some times, it feels like He worships my body from head to toe. No matter what the case, this kitten is made to purrrrrr!
i absolutely love the balance i have with all the aspects of my life...this is something that is very important to me. SirW knows it and, as my Master, takes great care in nourishing it, to which i am so grateful.
There are moments of sheer joy when i look back and compare my life before SirW to now and feel like the luckiest woman alive to have such a beautifully balanced life...someone pinch me!
When i got home, around 2am, the house was quiet...there was one light on, but i knew SirW (and the dogs) were upstairs in the bedroom, most likely fast asleep...
i shut off the light and made my way upstairs...i was not exactly tired, but i wanted to snuggle with my Baby in bed, so i got undressed and climbed into bed and saw Him stir, so i asked Him, "Master, is there anything i can do for You?" He stretched, yawned and said, "Yeah, you can come and sit on my face." *grins big* My night was far from over!
Now i gotta say that Our relationship is obviously more than just sex, as well as just BDSM, but let me tell you, i went to sleep a very satisfied kitten. And the thing i love about Our sex life is that i never know what to expect. Some times, He takes me like a lion eating his meat and ravishes me. Sometimes, i am nothing but a mouth, pussy and ass, holes to be thoroughly used for His pleasure. Some times, it feels like He worships my body from head to toe. No matter what the case, this kitten is made to purrrrrr!
i absolutely love the balance i have with all the aspects of my life...this is something that is very important to me. SirW knows it and, as my Master, takes great care in nourishing it, to which i am so grateful.
There are moments of sheer joy when i look back and compare my life before SirW to now and feel like the luckiest woman alive to have such a beautifully balanced life...someone pinch me!
Friday, March 8, 2013
i got the music in me!
Ever since i was a young girl, i knew i was meant for the stage. i have always been a ham and love to be goofy and laugh at myself, but more than that, i loved to entertain with my voice. When i was 12, i began to study opera. When i was 13, i began to perform in various operetta's and musicals and fell in love with the feeling that singing gave me. i could be sick, depressed, angry, etc. and when i sang, it all melted away - it was therapeutic...medicinal...and still is...
After singing in a few different chorus' i belonged to, i joined an original rock-n-roll band and went on tour in my 20's as a back-up singer. We individually sold everything we owned, drove across country from California, where i was born and raised to Atlanta, Georgia. i loved this experience and have no regrets.
That was a life time ago and the music still lives in me. When i got to Canada, i joined the band SirW was playing with. We learned some cover tunes and had loads of fun performing them here and there. All but one person in the band is in the BDSM lifestyle, so i can be myself most of the time *wink*
Then i got the writing bug, which i had not had since i was a teenager. i began to take some of the stories i had blogged about here in my blog and turn them into songs. i just completed the 15th song and am so proud of these creations. In between each song, as the front man, i get to talk about how the songs came to be and my relationship with SirW, so it's really exciting for me. The audience has a chance to hear my journey and feel like they have gone on part of the ride with me.
i decided to call this phase of our music, the LDR tour :) i guess i can officially say: i am a Singer/Songwriter (man, that feels good!)
i just wanted to share this part of my journey with you, as it has become a big part of my life at the moment.
*cheers*
After singing in a few different chorus' i belonged to, i joined an original rock-n-roll band and went on tour in my 20's as a back-up singer. We individually sold everything we owned, drove across country from California, where i was born and raised to Atlanta, Georgia. i loved this experience and have no regrets.
That was a life time ago and the music still lives in me. When i got to Canada, i joined the band SirW was playing with. We learned some cover tunes and had loads of fun performing them here and there. All but one person in the band is in the BDSM lifestyle, so i can be myself most of the time *wink*
Then i got the writing bug, which i had not had since i was a teenager. i began to take some of the stories i had blogged about here in my blog and turn them into songs. i just completed the 15th song and am so proud of these creations. In between each song, as the front man, i get to talk about how the songs came to be and my relationship with SirW, so it's really exciting for me. The audience has a chance to hear my journey and feel like they have gone on part of the ride with me.
i decided to call this phase of our music, the LDR tour :) i guess i can officially say: i am a Singer/Songwriter (man, that feels good!)
i just wanted to share this part of my journey with you, as it has become a big part of my life at the moment.
*cheers*
Monday, February 18, 2013
More!
Four days of Bliss...
The house is quiet now and i am left with my thoughts.
Thoughts of the last 4 days are running wild through my mind. i was so thoroughly used in so many ways, i probably should be exhausted, but instead, i want more.
To have such delicious pleasure and pain....Mmmmmm! Loved being tied up and helpless as You fucked Your little ass-whore :) i seriously should be exhausted, but i just want more!
i smile when i think of all the ways you took Your kitten, all the times We both exploded...all the things We did to each other...i really should be exhausted...but i just want more!
Never in my life have i felt like such an animal...like an addict almost...i never felt such lust, such a longing and yearning for anyone or anything...i really should be exhausted...but...i....uggghhh!
i miss You Master!
The house is quiet now and i am left with my thoughts.
Thoughts of the last 4 days are running wild through my mind. i was so thoroughly used in so many ways, i probably should be exhausted, but instead, i want more.
To have such delicious pleasure and pain....Mmmmmm! Loved being tied up and helpless as You fucked Your little ass-whore :) i seriously should be exhausted, but i just want more!
i smile when i think of all the ways you took Your kitten, all the times We both exploded...all the things We did to each other...i really should be exhausted...but i just want more!
Never in my life have i felt like such an animal...like an addict almost...i never felt such lust, such a longing and yearning for anyone or anything...i really should be exhausted...but...i....uggghhh!
i miss You Master!
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
The Scent of a Man
Not just any Man...my Man...
Today, as i cleaned up Our bedroom, i lifted SirW's shirts to my nose to see if they needed to be washed, and as i breathed Him in, i became intoxicated and aroused and was reminded of a day not long ago...
SirW came to visit me on Our 6 month anniversary - it was time for Him to collar His kitten. The ceremony was unbelievable, like a dream and when it was finished, i felt so amazing and proud to be His in such a way...so completely.
But, as with all the visits He or i made to each other, We knew the time would draw near for Him to go back home, and with Him went my heart...to Canada. And i remained, in the hot desert sun and lived my life without His touch, His scent.
When He left, my apartment felt so empty, my bed so big, my heart left to yearn for His return. When We next spoke, i told Him i missed Him and asked Him to send me some of His shirts, so when i felt my loneliness creep in, i could reach for His shirt and breathe Him into me and pretend He was standing right next to me.
And on those days and nights, i felt comforted to have His scent within an arms reach and, while sometimes it made me cry for Him to be near, it calmed me...every time.
Today, as i breathed in the scent of Him from His shirt, i smiled, for i could look back and see that my dreams have been realized...i am His, i am.
Today, as i cleaned up Our bedroom, i lifted SirW's shirts to my nose to see if they needed to be washed, and as i breathed Him in, i became intoxicated and aroused and was reminded of a day not long ago...
SirW came to visit me on Our 6 month anniversary - it was time for Him to collar His kitten. The ceremony was unbelievable, like a dream and when it was finished, i felt so amazing and proud to be His in such a way...so completely.
But, as with all the visits He or i made to each other, We knew the time would draw near for Him to go back home, and with Him went my heart...to Canada. And i remained, in the hot desert sun and lived my life without His touch, His scent.
When He left, my apartment felt so empty, my bed so big, my heart left to yearn for His return. When We next spoke, i told Him i missed Him and asked Him to send me some of His shirts, so when i felt my loneliness creep in, i could reach for His shirt and breathe Him into me and pretend He was standing right next to me.
And on those days and nights, i felt comforted to have His scent within an arms reach and, while sometimes it made me cry for Him to be near, it calmed me...every time.
Today, as i breathed in the scent of Him from His shirt, i smiled, for i could look back and see that my dreams have been realized...i am His, i am.
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